mommy duties

Driving my daughter to daycare, packing, go to the bank, to the library, bringing back all those children books and DVD's, back home again, try to figure out what's for dinner tonight...weeeeh..my mommy's duties are back on....and I feel still lack of sleep, after taking care of my husband until he passed away, it's practically sleep deprive in 6 months.

I hope that I can escape my mommyville for just one hour spa...ha..ha...but another duty coming, we have to pack and move to our new beautiful house...God Bless us and thank you God that I am busy but really grateful with all You give to us.

I cleaned out the garage, my (well actually my husband and I) closet, and now am slowly working on my girl's room. Jeezz....just realize that my 3,5 year old daughter has ton of stuff, probably more than my stuff....

But I always remind myself to 'stop' whatever I was doing, and drive my car to our church which not that far from our place, tried to close my eyes, and let the holy spirit come to my brain, so that I always aware that God will give me light in every step I make. Ameen

don't want to say good bye, just 'see ya!'...

finally I got back here, after March Sadness...yea, God and Jesus decided to call my husband after battle with colon cancer...it's sad but if we think again clearly, he's now in a 'wonderland'...with no pain, no burden, no 'heavy' things in his mind...probably just playing, smiling...etc...
I'm so grateful with all deep simphaty, am blessed surrounded by family and friends, they're sooo wonderful,...and now I ..well, and my daughter, we have to move on,..we have to love our life eventhough without him...but we continue to celebrate our life with him in 'there'...see ya my love, you're a wonderful husband and a great dad...we love you forever.