Sleepless in Tacoma

been a while, am sorry my dear blog...so eager to manage my house and my 4 year old little lady. Exhausted, but I'm grateful with the amazing thing happen in my life lately, it's part of my pray to God, asking all the goodness of Him flowing into my life.

When I look back into my life, I feel incredibly lucky, I don't need to complain. I lost my mom who died of lung cancer, I was beside my husband in his last breath battling with colon cancer. In the minutes he died, right away I asked God for big entertainment for me and my daughter. We cried, because we're just normal human being, we're sad, because we love him so much! but I never stop believing the goodness of God. When you ask God and ordinary thing, you will get just ordinary thing, but when you ask the extra ordinary, you will get the extra ordinary things. That's why since I was kid, I was always a big dreamer. That's why I said I'm lucky because I was able to let go of the unfair past, moved forward and....smile to the world.

I believe in God, and I become extremely aware that even the impossible thing you can't think about will happen and usually beyond your expectation when you're in deep faith.

I love this lent season, not because I love Friday fish day, but because it's the best time to review our self that there always something to be grateful in any circumstance. I reached my milestone as a mother of young child, I am proud of myself, I don't need to worry about when my daughter become teenager, she will be okay, I keep praying for her, God will guide me, God will pour me with all His goodness. ..be happy!